Well well well! if it isn't edgar on xanga! Wow its been the longest time since i've been here! Totally forgot about this joint and remembered why I stopped useing it =P but today seems like a right time to say somthing!

Well 2008!

First of all! my year so far after 2 months is going great for those who are interested! went to miami beach again few days later after new years! Was there for a business trip for aarrow ads. As for the trip! to bad I wasnt 21 yet had to wait 2 weeks till then! so I was very limited where I could enter =P but other then that WOW I think I might move down there during winter season to get away from the cold! YOU HAVE NO IDEA!! ohh btw! one of the best things happend to me while I was there! but I dont think its appropriate to say what here! but theres another though! Well as you know im a cheerleader still! for all-stars, ended up getting a phone call while I was in miami and was asked if I would be interested in joining there Internationall Team! even though I signed up for there regular open team, but they decided that haveing two open teams would make it rough for them to handle! So I accepted there invite! and was glad that when I steped into the gym I saw that girl from last year! I was dazzled by her! And as for right now my coaches figured out who Im talking about! but not saying it here just incase one of them have xanga or ends up finding this here!

Anyways about now! Yea thats what happend during janurary besides me telling you about my 21st birthday! which is a whole new story there! but I dont think that should be discussed! So yea, Last weekend our open team had our 1st competition at the Patriot Center @ mason! we were going there for the chance to win a bid to go to The Cheerleading Worlds in Walt Disney World! this would mark me my 2nd time of going there! its going to be great! but at the same time I told myself that if we do go to worlds that I would break down the news my crush that Im the one who sent her flowers on her b-day  and that I was her secrete admirer on v-day! Kinda nervous but if things dont work well, then fuck it I already told meself that I wouldn't fuss over it! theres always others out there that needs to be explored !

So WORLDS HERE COMES EDGAR AGAIN!

So uhhh. about my life! work is kinda weird! things are chaning as in how commission is being paid out! I mean like I know it should double my income by 100% and thats a lot of a guy my age and not even a college student! but then again I MISS SCHOOL! MISS EVERY ASPECT ABOUT IT! but then I want to be free at the same time! but then again I want to go back! and if I do, I think I can seriously triple the income from aarrow! maybe 70k a year perhaps? but yea!

Okay well thats enough I guess, I think I will try to post again a week later before to go to walt disney world!

Avatars

Okay, I was just woken up by a weird dream. . . . I can't say who it was, but all I can say is that I was sitting then all of  a sudden she came and sat down for a bit and gave me a kiss and left looking back at me. . . .

Anyways I will update later about my weekend after today.

You're A Two Face MOFO!

Okay, Lets finish off somethings now, I went to our school HC, I didn't expected to be going, so I went just to get my mind off of things, b/c being home doing nothing, kills me inside, lets say I get sad and depressed, So anyways that's why I went. I saw someone which I though wasn't going.... What an ass.... That person didn't go with me last year, said that she had other things to do... Anyways I Had Fun, danced with a lot of people, but I couldn't get my eyes off these few girls, I know one of them kept walking around, and I wanted to dance with her and stuff, but I was to shy to ask. And this other girl, I have no comment.... Just WOW . Okay I had a good time talking to one of my friends, I told him a lot of things and plus without him, I wouldn't gone to the dance because i'm a FUCKEN LOSER WITH NO FRIENDS THIS YEAR! I do regret for being lazy! and I also do regret doing other things in life..... I made stupid choices! Anyways, After HC Dance, I left to IHop and I prayed that I didn't see her there because I really don't like her, and we we're never friends, I don't like her because the way I am feeling, but its disappearing as time goes on, but it still hurts, I fragil once again hate being hurt like this, but it's life... Anyways yea after IHop, other things were going on there, I can't say who, but bad things were going on, she almost started a fight so I came and followed her to make sure she didn't started one as friend. But she handled it and controlled her anger, which i was suprised because she didn't fight at all. I didn't get home till 2:30 Am. Me and a friend went chilling after that, we ended up going to Soul PC =P and just chilled for a while and left after that. Anyways HC could of been better, if I had the balls asking a few girls to dance with me, but like I said, I was to shy! >.<  anyways maybe next time it could happen. well Okay I will Update More 2morrow.

Till Then Good Luck

Steady Your Mind. . . . .